I went out alone.
I am not one that enjoys going to the beauty salon, but it was time.
Throughout the pregnancy if I was bored I would rub my belly and Eli would respond. It's an emotional first step to go out alone after you'd had a baby. But a necessary one.
Sitting in that chair for almost 3 hours to get was torture. I'd glance down and look at Eli's picture on my phone and blink away the tears. I missed him. I knew he was safe & sound at home with his Daddy, but I was hoping he needed me as much as I needed him. For the past 9+ months I have had someone attached to me. We were one, everything he needed he got from me. Then he just had to be born (though really, I was way ready!) and the connection changed.
I decided to go for a drastic change.. I think I like it though it will not be a permanent color- I will not stay platinum forever. It's something I've always wanted to try though..and I blame the hormones on the impulse!
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